Woops.

Haven't done this in hella days. I feel like I've posted that on this blog so many times. Anyways. I know I say this every single time I write a blog post. literally. But it blows my mind every single time. No matter how old or accomplished or awesome or smart I think I am at any given point. Give me a couple months, a couple weeks, even a couple days and I always look back on myself and it just strikes me how much I've changed, usually for the better. I look back at how I was before and think to myself: Dang I can't believe I thought I couldn't get any better at that point, I definitely shouldn't think like that anymore. But I can't help myself. And after a few days I always find myself thinking the exact same things.

Anyways now that I've said that for the 7th time, I'm a month or two into my junior year now, haven't had much time to blog but I think I'm gonna start putting time into doing this, it doesn't take too much effort and feels nice to get my thoughts out of my head. Anyways junior year. It's alot of work for sure. But it's also tons of fun. I honestly really like being challenged by all of the work and I love being an upperclassmen and having all the little underclassmen walk around me as opposed to having to move around big older kids. It's pretty sweet. I get to that class that much faster now. Shortest distance between two points is a straight line. I know it's alot of work but one of my biggest pet peeves is when people stress out so much. Ok maybe it's not really one of my pet peeves but i just don't get why people stress out so much. I mean yeah you could have 3 tests the next day, a presentation to prep for and other work to do and you could either just stay cool and get the work done or you could stress out and freak out and explode. I just don't feel like stressing out would help you at all. Cus it just adds that much added pressure on you and it makes it feel like your world is caving in. You feeling what i'm saying?

Ok, it's pretty late I should probably be getting to bed now. Just one last thing I wanted to reiterate that I wanted to remind myself and all y'all (whoever reads this haha I have no clue. let me know if you actually read this haha as silly as it sounds it makes me feel good and hecka encourages me to write more when people are like ya dude i read your blog. i mean if you hate it let me know too thats fine with me.) that the worst thing you could possibly ever do is be down on yourself. Life is definitely a struggle, and everyday we're survivors (yeee class 2012). but in all seriousness there are already so many challenges that we all have to overcome in life; and so much adversity that we will all have to face and defeat. People are gonna put you down and try to bring you down and the worst thing you could possibly do is get down on yourself too. Never do that to yourself. That's what other people are for. You don't let someone else bring you down and you DEFINITELY don't let you bring you down. Cus if you don't even believe in yourself, what makes you think that other people will? All I wanted to say really. Sorry. Could've made this a one sentance blog post. haha mahhh bad. Ok Until next time. Hopefully soon. You're all beautiful people. and I mean that. Talk about that next time.




btw. that didn't work out too well. lolz VV